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Popteen inspired make up
Monday, 30 November 2009

I love the make up of the Popteen models. The false lashes and eyeliner really makes their eyes pop. They always look so cute and girly, I love it!

I took these pictures yesterday evening, so I'm sorry, it's crappy webcam quality again.

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Striving for perfection
Sunday, 29 November 2009

A couple of days ago I realised something about myself. I critic myself at everything I do. Just these everyday things. When I'm just walking around I think by myself "I probably look ridiculous, everyone is staring at me because of the way I walk."
Doesn't make any sense right? And I have it with all these kind of things. Like eating. I don't like eating with other people around, because I have the feeling I look disgusting when I eat. Ofcourse there are exeptions. At home I eat dinner with my parents, and with good friends I don't have any problem eating. But most of the time I just feel so akward when I eat. I still try to eat with other people around, but then I get that feeling again. As if everyone's is watching me, looking at how much I eat.
With the way I dress you'd sometimes think I don't give a damn about what other people think of me. But the oppisite is true, I actually do care, I care hella lot. All the time. With everything I do. I'm always frightend of saying or doing think which would make people to hate me. I can't stand the fact that there could be people who don't like me. But that doesn't make any sense. I know very well that it's impossible for all the people in the world to like you. That's life, the end.
I want to get rid of the thoughts, because I know very well that they are wrong and that I'm just making myself more insecure everyday. But how do I stop thinking like this? I already know that the way I think isn't the truth and that I should change it. But I'm not capable of changing my way of thinking.
I wish I could sincerely say "I don't give a damn what other people think about me". I want to feel confident. I want to be able to say "Yes, I can be pretty" and "There are things I am damn good at!" At that all with a bright smile on my face.

I worry too much about being perfect. I want to be perfect at everything. But the thing is, if you want to be perfect, you'll never be. Because perfection doesn't exist. Do I still make sense? No I don't think so.
If you've actually been able to read this whole blog post, go you. Because I'm just writing down exactly what I'm thinking at the moment. And man, my brain is pretty messed up. I don't understand myself anymore. Headache. Should stop thinking too much about useless things.

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Cute bun hairstyle
Thursday, 26 November 2009

One of the things I do when I'm bored is doing my make up and hair. I just love to experiment.
Made a very simple hairstyle this time, but I kinda like it.
Sorry for the crap quality pictures. It's dark already so can't take pictures with a normal camera, so had to use the webcam of my Macbook.

And after reading XiaXue's latest blog post, I really want to go to Disneyland Paris again!
Disney Disney Disney!
AH~ Disneyland is just heaven for me.

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Photoshoot October 2009 Part IV
Wednesday, 25 November 2009

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Fullmoon order #4
Sunday, 22 November 2009

My fourth order from Fullmoon! A lot of magazines this time. I finally got the magazines I've wanted for so long: Alice Deco a la mode. I love this Lolita magazine. Lots of Sweet Lolita and Classic Lolita, my favourite styles! I asked the shopowner Yuki if she might get these magazines for me and she did! So sweet of her~
Also ordered some deco parts, like oreo cookies and lots of other mini sweets. Also another macaron kit(macaron is just looove), but this time with pink whipped cream, so cute!